send ing
kisses and thoughts
my heart
is silenced
from speech
all the conversations
in my head
and all the places
we have been
or i dream about
going with you
i just hold them in
because if i let them out
it overwhelms
its all too much
that you choose
to spare yourself
of emotion and care
here i am
standing in the rain
no umbrella
getting drenched
and you know what?
if you look
up to the sky
it's a sunny day
won't you take my hand
and lead us to
a faraway place
where we can just be
and let yourself feel
this moment?
it doesn't
have to end
y'know...

mountains
in your head
you had to climb
you said
please understand
i tried
made a vow
to stick it out
until
you made
your way down
or so it seemed
recently
then
you said
you need
to be there
for yourself
stand alone
number one
a solo journey
apart from me
you had to
find yourself...
i dont know...
i've been
fucked with
so many times
you have been too...
wounded birds
sharing branches
heads
on feathers
thought
maybe
between us two
we'd fly
and soar
away
together...