I want to be somewhere, anywhere... But Here...
Far from this place where we stand...
Far from this place that burns...
Hearts into ashes...

Do you remember our special place?
Running Hand in Hand...
Through tall blades of grass...
Collapsing only to embrace
Losing ourselves in Lust...
Innocent and Pure...
Intention, Affection, Abandon...

Tonight we stand on a Dead End Road...
Mouths Open, Guts Wrenched
Flinging Nasty Accusations of Crimes...
Tainted Words and Actions
There is nowhere to turn, but Leave.
How did we get here?

I want to be somewhere, anywhere... But Here...
Far from this place where we stand...
Far from this place that burns...
Hearts into ashes...

I long for a Destination Unknown...

I often dream...
Of darkness... spirits... tsunamis... cyclones...
Drowning in water... soaring into the sky...
Different earths, dimensions, realities, insanity...
People i know in strange clothes and different bodies...
Being places i've never been, but know i have been...
Things that haven't happened, that end up happening...
Inspirations for my art, photography, poetry and work...
At times, I'm not always in Sleep...

August...
Breeze is flowing...
Sun's Warmth and Light breaks through the Marine Haze...
Through the Grey's...
Ocean waves crash and fizzle like Soda Pop...
Foamy Bubbles on the Sand's edge...
Blue Moon radiating just a few nights ago...
Neon Face shining down....
Casting Shadows...
Echanting Moods...
Where were you then, I wondered?
Did you look up as I did...
Silently Inspired to send a Kiss...
And make a Wish...

Somewhere in between friendship, love and a dream... I lost two.

submerge into emotion... how to keep drowning? how to keep falling?
concentrate to just breathe...

Inspiration...

is Love...
All consuming and dreamy-eyed glances...
Late night until the morn' talks...
Falling asleep to breath...
Holding hands... Butterfly kisses...
Stomachs aching from Laughter...
Being held in arms and embraces...
Simply getting the other person...
Support in times of crisis...

Inspiration...
is Life...

(NOTE: I'm going to leave this unfinished for now...)

Dreams are my windows to...
Inferno, Earth and Heaven...

Should I free fall into the flames?
Or stay right here on the ground?
Could I rise above it all and soar into the sky?

Something deep in slumber is stirring...
Outer world glitch allowing me to speak while within...

Could you show yourself?
Can you give me answers that I seek?
Would you be so kind as to lead me to the path?

I'm still not quite ready for the journey...
I close my eyes to meditate and gather strength...

Will being in darkness show me the light?
Would sinking in water make me feel my core?
Am I the person that I'm supposed to be?

Driving down Lincoln Blvd...
Just past Rose...
I can see the Crescent Moon peering from the West...
I drive down to the Boardwalk...
Park my car and find myself at the Sand...
I stare out to the Horizon...
The waves are crashing hard...
As a rollerblade beauty queen zips swiftly by...
Her hair is flowing in the wind and she smiles..
By the Palm Trees a small group is huddled...
Burning Incense, Burning Sage...
It's the sunset turn-to-night hour...
My feet are bare and lead me to the water's edge...
The sand is soft and chilly...
I smoosh my feet and dig in...
It comforts me...
All my worries and stress are diminished...
I only feel the connection, the peace...
I only want to take in...
Possibilities...
180 degrees of view in front of me...
The blue indigo sea...
Blending into the open sky...
I always feel like I'm at the edge of the earth...